I got a wild hair tonight and decided, after many people asking for me to do so, to start writing... at least a blog for now. I may take notes and write a book later. I had thought to create an alter ego name, like Stella (which my brother named me for when we drank) but I thought it best to stick to who I am on most days, since that is what I will mainly write about anyway, our daily bits of chaos. My mind is like a 10,000 piece puzzle, there is always a piece I need to put together before I can move onto the next or I am a mess. Though its usually not that simple.
My life has moments of being really awesome, but for the most part, our lives don't get too far from everyone else's 'normal'. We are normal people with stress, anxiety, fears and the path of life. I mean, look at the last time I wrote my blog. I wrote July 2011, just a couple of days before my brothers horrible accident with his best friend. An accident that would change everyones lives forever. After that, things got crazy for a couple of months, being there for our family and then that October I was diagnosed randomly with Hodgkins Lymphoma. CRAZY! Now fast forward two years later, my brother is doing well (still praying for Ron daily) and I am officially cancer free for one year! Say what?! Amazing right? Now, Im a healthy conscience, (as much as can be) into oils for healing and still homeschooling my kids (which I didn't even think I was capable of doing in the first place) Im always baking or finding a new recipe, because I have issues with making the same dinner meals twice in a month. You see, Im pretty sure I bring on a lot of my own stress is because of standards I place on myself that "others" of course think. I am sure you will see right through my 'Ive got it togetherness' and see my crazy ways, but I will do well to hide it the best I can :)
Enough for now, I have a baby shower in the morning I am helping with and have been gone all day. Plus I need to get this zombie video game Levi has been playing out of my head. All I need is to sleep walk tonight, thinking there are zombies attacking my house. xo
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